I would just like to say that I’m not trying to be preachy by posting this or trying to force my opinions down people’s throats I am just sharing something that has been occupying my mind a lot recently.
On Saturday, I saw my idol Morrissey in concert in my hometown of York. Towards the end of his set, he played The Smith’s classic ‘Meat Is Murder.’ On a large screen behind him, they projected the most graphic, disturbing and for me, upsetting footage I have ever seen. For the entire seven minutes of the song, video images were shown of the cruelty animals suffer in mass meat production.
At a risk of sounding dramatic or silly, this was one of the most emotional times of my life. Just standing, listening to this powerful yet disturbing song backed by what must be the worst images I’ve ever had to watch hit me really, really hard. Especially as an animal lover.
Sadly, this was three songs from the end of the set and it killed my enjoyment of the last few tracks because I felt so disturbed and emotional after what I’d witnessed. It didn’t seem to bother anyone else around me but it really upset me.
Some would say this was a cheap and arragont move on Morrissey’s part and I do agree with this in some ways. I really dislike people who force their opinions on others.
On the other hand, it did the job and I am extremely grateful to Morrissey for opening my eyes to something this horrific and for giving me a reason to stop eating meat.
After the gig, I was extremely quiet and even at the club night afterwards, I couldn’t shake the images of what the video had shown. My friends went to McDonalds afterwards and when I looked at the food they’d bought, I felt physically sick.
I went home and that night I kept dreaming about what I’d seen. I woke up that night and promised myself that I will do my best to never eat meat. And, I realise this is only two days, but I haven’t since.
I tried to do it once before but failed through being too polite and not being able to tell my mother I couldn’t eat the meat based meals she’d cooked me. This time, I’ve sat my mum down and explained how I’m feeling and how I won’t be eating anything meat based she gives me.
Even as I walked round ASDA today, everytime I saw something meat based I felt physically sick. So, as I have found how easy it is to have meals without meat and have boughts weeks worth of Quarn and vegetarian meals, I am really hoping I can keep it up. After all, I am only human but I hope that I never lose that feeling of disgust when I look at meat and never forget those images that disturbed me so much.
I am extremely grateful to Morrissey for making me realise there is literally no need for eating meat and for helping to make me think twice.
Wish me luck x